In Luke chapter 7 Jesus is eating at a Pharisee's house when an immoral woman comes in and "she knelt behind him at his feet, weeping. Her tears fell on his feet, and she wiped them off with her hair. Then she kept kissing his feet and putting perfume on them."
The Pharisee of course is outraged at this, but Jesus can see the outpouring of love and forgives her sins. Then we read, "Then Jesus told him this story: "41 A man loaned money to two people—500 pieces of silver to one and 50 pieces to the other. 42 But neither of them could repay him, so he kindly forgave them both, canceling their debts. Who do you suppose loved him more after that?"
43 Simon answered, "I suppose the one for whom he canceled the larger debt."
"That's right," Jesus said.
I was thinking about this, this morning. Was it that she was such a greater "sinner" that she knew how much she was forgiven, therefore loving much? Or perhaps she was far more self-aware than many of us?
I know for myself, I went over 20 years as a Christian before I back slide. During that time, I never really saw myself as a "bad sinner". Now, when I turned away from the Lord, I learned just what I was capable of without Him. And yes, when He forgave me, I loved Him more than I ever had before. I was forgiven much, so I loved much more.
However, haven't we all been forgiven much? Isn't it more about seeing the enormous debt our sin has left all of us with, and therefore understanding just what Christ forgave us all?
Sometimes I think, if we really saw our sin, the way God sees it, then we would truly understand just how much we have been forgiven. And as that woman, our love would pour out to our God all the more.